My dreams

Time flies. I had been one years and 3 months left from blogger. When I just look back what I wrote one year before I was amazed. My last prayer to go matriculation was fulfilled. And now I am having my university life soon. It was really like yesterday that I am going matriculation. But who knows, it has past 10 months of suffering there. I have to say frantically that it was really a nice life to study at matriculation. Many people may think it was hard to survive in matriculation. I just want to say it was totally wrong.I had a wonderful life there although I was sad at the beginning. I was sad that every secondary friends who I close with are going to A level. They had fulfilled their dreams to study abroad just like me but I don't even dare to try. I am nothing. Just a stupid child waiting for what government give me.However, everything seem to be alright for me to study there. I even having 4.0 flat just like what all my Chinese seniors did. I am proud. Time makes me forget what I am looking for when I graduated from secondary school. Until yesterday, my friend status made me feel what I had logging for. I hope to study abroad. A matriculation friend able to study abroad made feel bad. Why I had gave up my dreams? Do I still remember how I was logging for the dreams last year? I keep asking myself. I feel bad and disappointed mainly not because my friend able to go abroad but why I gave up my dreams. Why didn't I look for the chance?Those questions keep repeating in my mind. A fate? No matter what it was over. We have to look forward. That what my friends said. They was right. But sometimes we still have some emotional mood. Let IT Be, I still have chance. Those answers keep playing in my mind. I know I should have think of my university life in UM then. Not keep busying myself with these kinds of stuff. So, I determine no matter what going on 4 years, I want to fulfilled my dreams - Study Abroad. That time, I want to post this status- It was just like a dream that I am able to further study at MIT which highly recommended as the engineering university around the world. I was offered to study there. I am even proud that I am having this scholarship offer from JPA. Thanks to my family,friends who always support me. Finally, I fulfilled my dream. Bye Malaysia, Hi United States. Wait for me, US.