Feel relax after released from being tied

Is not about love or nt, is all about trust and reliable. A person if u willing to spare life or in a more simple relationship, the person must made u feel that he is reliable nt negative. For me, is ain't about the reason love or nt le... Is about whether you take action a nt? Friends say at least he got but timing for me is really important. If you really love me you shud take action at the very first moment. But u did nt. I had gave all the chance but it seem ntg. Sorry when u said u wanna take action le and I said while waiting for my next espresso I will accept u. I was wrong. That time, I juz hope for a reliable person but afterwards I found that I was wrong I shouldn't place the feeling of willing hv somebody on u. Is unfair. 错过了 终究 错过了。 Anyway thanks for making me put down all the regret towards my primary friend.The friend really made me feel regret. I reject him. Finally I can admit that we are too young to hv relationship. Now for me love is something that I feel awkward. Thanks for making a one realise that actually I hope for a relationship but actually I am not ready to accept anyone. I think mainly because awkward. I don't feel like somebody talking to me that he miss me,love me. I don't like a person stick to me. I don't even like a person show his love by sometimes treat u like his world but sometimes juz don't even contact u. Even u sms him but ended u wait his message for whole day. Please the small respect and initiative. Or not don't say others don't love u. Is ur own fault to do this to a girl u like.