it was just amazing day, ten subjects of suffering finally end. what should i say about the feeling? It was just like a dream. Dreaming that i sit for spm, then all of a sudden i get a shock from y sweet dream. spm why said to be sweet dream? i think mainly i have familiar with that kind of life style. A day that full of books, magazines, storybook, reference book, and so on......Now, if you ask me to go back the time i think i willy to do that. People may think i was totally crazy of reading! But it is true to say that i miss school life. A life that with million money can't buy these memories. I miss my friends who always by my side. Really? Ye, a surely answer that i ever had. Life now is leisure but it is totally blank. No smell, no taste. Sadly to say, i really don't know who i am. Whatever things i looking forward to do, finally came to fail. The problem is my focus had change. Total! I really don't know what i am doing, what do i really want! What i want to do all see to be childish! Why they seem to be looked down on me and keep on criticize me? This is my destiny? No, i said to myself in a deep, dark, silent midnight! I am the one who is ambitious! I have my dream that i do not even dare t say because i know if i reveal it it will surely criticize by them again. I want to keep it until the day come true. I know what m decision now is the right thing! i know i need to have great determination to protect it from damage! A dream , although tough but i determine to do! No matter how suffer, how sadness i need to go through i know deep in my heart there is a sound keep on calling me to go on no matter how! I know i maybe go through a situation that maybe not same as what i dreaming now but i willing to try because this is my dream. My friend had said a dream maybe laugh by others but we know if we don't even dare t try , it surely be a failure but if we try maybe we lose but at least we try! It was just like a gamble but a full meaning game that we had to bet! Bet for our future happiness ! Please don't control us anymore! we need freedom. A freedom that maybe let us hurt but gain experience indeed. Please! We need it! Agreement? No matter YOU agree a not we will surely go through! Please forgive our "childish act" in YOUR EYES ! We will do our best to grab the chance ! I will go for it ......A star that always shinning right in front you all. I will prove it - we can do it even better than what you all think before. Please don't be regret with you all act right now!
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