friend

if a friend can change your mind, he/she must b ur important person in ur life. As i know, i lose this chance. Maybe i lose the chance or either i never had at all . juz i am dreaming...... Dreaming that i have a friend who always be with me, always stand by my side, always support me, always smile at me. And now , the friend say to the other friend that " i really take u as my best friend, without you i am a nothing" I heard that but i was totally despair with her/him action. This is what a best friend. I juz knew that i am not her/him best friend juz a nothing. Suddenly, i become her/him enemy. We break, nothing to say. I don't know whether is me who give up this tight relationship or her/him never ever take me as her/him best friend. Where can i find a person who know me, smile at me, take me into account ? i don't know where her/him is but i juz hope there is ....SOMEWHERE.......

我想要脱绑

写作常常是反映人生的真实的最好途径。 我以前害怕写作，因为我没有这方面的才能。 直到有一次，一位朋友告诉我既然有兴趣就可尝试了啊！心想：“也对！已经写出了超越十多篇的作文为什么要怕呢？” 那一刻开始，我便选择了以写作来抒发情感。 也许有人会觉得这样多没趣，但我却选择了以此方法。原因有三点：（一）写了，不会有人知：（二）写了，至少能减少心理上的负担：（三）不会迎来误会,别人的闲言闲语。
一个月了，有很多很多的故事想分享，但就是抽不出时间。 为什么呢？考试刚过。 难得写BLOG，不想抱怨成绩。经过十七年为学业奋斗，酸甜苦乐，什么没尝过啊！难过一个人过：有泪想流但却得咬紧牙更撑过去， 快乐的时候，希望每个人能一起分享喜悦:但太做作默默地满意。 只是心里不明白这个世界竟有比考试更令人伤感的事。 爱情？我从来没遇过，也战且希望诺后。 家庭？家人对我很好，要风得风，要雨得雨，无忧无虑。友情？。。。。。。
我从来没有想过我会败给友情。 我从小到大对朋友都是放在第一位。 姐姐曾说：”值得吗？迟早你会后悔的。“ 我从不信因为朋友们都对我很好。每当我需要他们时，他们都是我最好的避风港。”不要伤心！还有希望！“这些话啊，听起来多悦耳啊！人常言：“一句问候胜过千里鹅毛。” 没错！很温暖且踏实。但那天起，一切都变了！ 彻底。。。。。。
一个晴天的早晨，一张成绩排名单传到我手中。 ”哇！跌倒第四？“我呐喊道。 ”她还不错也！“”是啊！“隔天，一位朋友言：”他昨天不爽你！“ 关系就此破裂了。是缘分已尽，还是上天注定？ 我不断问自己同样的问题。 为何让我一再受挫？ 我不明白。 人竟然可以这么的残忍，不顾道义。 重情重义在我脸上现楼无疑，但为什么回报却是背叛呢？那一刻我知道，世界没有真情流露，也没有天长地久，只有不择手段，为利益，为名誉，为自己！！！
是我太笨还是单纯。 明明已经结束了，我还期盼那只是一场梦。 是有心人被人抛弃，心里不平衡，存心破坏，还是为赢为利？我不明白”朋友“为何物？ 利用？好玩？兴趣？满足自我？还是互害？也许，我败给了坏蛋的心理战。 我是不是应该装着不知，当个盲目的木头，还是作出防抗？我要怎么放下？有篇报道说：”痛了，就会放下！“紧紧抓着只会更疼罢了！” 说得容易，做起来就难了！要放就放的人很佩服，但我了解自己不是这种人。我是个满怀热血的年轻人。我有理想，欲望，执著，未必放得下的。
救救我吧！让我勇敢面对它，让我放下，继续走我的康庄道，好吗？　今天是我十七的生日，本来是个欢乐，自由的一天，但我却被小人捆绑。我不断挣扎欲脱绑，我要挣脱，但何时呢？只有天知道。　我默默祈祷：十七岁生日，１。身体健康２。天天开心３。ＳＰＭ１０Ａ＋

华文，国中华裔生一定会战胜您

华文在历史上算是个悠久的语文。 问我华文容易吗？ 以前我会毫不犹豫地说“难惨了”。 为什么呢？简单的，成绩反映我对华文认为的难度。 现在呢？ 了解它就迎刃而解了。 近来，SPM刚放榜。 又掀起热烈讨论的无可厚非的就是这科华文啦！ 最让人感失望的是华裔生因此放弃华文的又再持续提升。为平息这场长久争执不下的课题， 华文报不断出现劝请华裔生勿放弃华文的报道。 无论是作家写稿还是刊登出获A+的学生案例， 重点就是维护这个百年的华文教育。 没错！ 放弃或坚持到底只在于一个“利”字。为利者必当放弃母语，为捍卫尊严者则有“宁死不屈”的精神。

问我会为利吗？很肯定的是不会。原因不只是捍卫尊严那么简单，而是为了证明华文越难考，华人志强不息的精神越是坚定。最近，因为考试成绩的影响，我的很多同学为了让往后成绩单看起来无瑕疵而选择放弃了它。对吗，这行为？我不便多加评论。毕竟，他们也是为自己设想周到和带着别人看不起的眼光做出的决定。 对我而言，要放弃一个花了十年来学习的语文是件多么残忍的事。 成绩不好看，怎么办？为尊严值得么？应该说：当初决定学华文就没有退路了。试想想，有多少个斗士不是为了尊严而失去一切的。 所以， 放弃对我而言不值得。

怎么应付这个挑战啊？ 很多不想放弃华文的人都这么问自己。 大人们的答案都很简单：多看报章， 补习和多看书咯！不然让它烂下去吗？ 没错！这些都是搞好华文的最佳途径。 但一天一个科目，一星期才七天，没时间给华文啦！这是借口吗？不完全是。我也是中五生。每天除了上课就是补习。 补完习了呢？累了。的确，每天有背不完的课程：数学方程式，科学实验报告，马，英文新词汇等等。这些点点滴滴以让我们喘不过气来了。 除了这些，还有补习做不完的习题。 一天到来，看报时间还会有吗？吃饭的时间都要倒数了，佛则补习又要迟到了。华文该摆在哪里啊？ 半夜不睡觉，熬夜熟读？太惨了吧！隔天会醒得来上课吗？

我的答案就是：尽量。有谁不需要读十科啊！大家都平等。 重点在于自己会不会利用那短暂的几秒钟来学习。 就比如说，我们可以把看电视时间减至最少，在学校课余时间读些报章， 补习未开课前读书等等。 这些都是可行的举动。 这样太赶了，会发疯的。这道不至于，只要心智对，万事都会在对的时间下进行的。我不敢说这样一定可以让自己华文获得A+， 但至少这是我们为母语奋斗的一刻。 奋斗的目的有没有更有意义的。有，就是为了自己的将来。

什么将来呢？常常我们都可听到中国正蓬勃发展。这句话正显现了华文稳固的地位。 有了华文文凭工作就不可烦，可能还会略胜别人一筹呢！真的吗，不要还我白费力气污染我的成绩单啊！这是听到一些爱利人士的谈吐。 一点也没错。最近很多国家都竞相争取这块中国大饼，为了就是能在中国经济成长的同时分到一杯羹。 最好的例子就是邻国：新加坡。 新加坡近来正推动着华文运动。 主要目的就是提升人民的华文水准。 因此师资变成为他们期许得到的重要人类支援。有了华文文凭，那么我们在新加坡得到工作的几率将会逐渐增加了。

因此， 华文真的应该考咯？不管好不好，都要坚持吗？我没有坚定的答案，毕竟这答案见仁见智。 我的看法是平常心对待成绩。 SPM固然重要，毕竟它决定你一生的梦想和未来的生活素质， 但多拿科华文即使不是A+也是可以奠定美好的人生。不美啦，成绩单！不美吗，我倒觉得没有拿华文的华裔生成绩单才叫可耻啊！华文，国中华裔生一定会战胜您，证明您不难考。我们会让世界看到我们马来西亚国中生对华文的根深蒂固。

最有意义的辩论赛

唇枪舌调的比赛大家都看多了，每每意见都是“他们果然名不虚传”。但若您亲身莅临比赛并成为众所瞩目的一位参赛者，借问您能在赛后还能如此黯然无色地发表“名不虚传”这四个字作为您的见解吗？或许大家都觉得没什么不可能，但当您身陷其中您必当感同身受。
近几日，我爱上了辩论会。起初，辩论会对我而言是个需要口才便能独撑全场的比赛。每次在youtube看完一场辩论赛我也像平常观众一般表达了“名不虚传”四个字作为看法。但经过了一个月的辩论赛后，我这个辩手改变了看法从“名不虚传”变成了“天时地利人和”。
我最近参与了由校内华文学会华文科主任举办的第一届辩论赛。一向对辩论赛一知半解（深信好口才便得了）的我，在朋友的怂恿下不顾三七二十一便一头雾水的窄了进去。该比赛划分为两场：半决赛与决赛。由于参与队伍屈指可数，华文学会变决定以两场赛事决胜负。
2010年5月20日，第一场赛事进行抽签。我方派出了其一手气不错的对友参与抽签活动。每想到我们竟抽中了正方，题目是：“中学生崇拜偶像的利多于弊”。 身为偶像爱好者的我们，对这课目可说是把握十足。
在接下来的几个筹备星期里，我们都在难能可贵的时间里尽量将资料筹备足够。但往往想象总比真实美。 我们每次事先的计划都没办法如期完成，因此造成我们整队乱了阵脚。好不容易，我们才把资料都筹足，但我方的幸运星却因为太忙而被迫更换队友。在种种无奈状况出现时，我们简直士气被大大打击了。我们清楚团结力量大，但是乎天时地利都站在我们这边，但人合却离我们好远。
经过了两个星期的挣扎，比赛终于近在眼眉了。我们在无师指导下，自偏稿子。然而，写稿并非如写作文版如云流水地挥霍出来，而是得几经刻苦思考另加缴近脑汁才可使得比赛时能如鱼得水般顺畅的将重点放大。
比赛的日子悄悄打响我们的门，并让我们在众目睽睽之下毫无避忌的敞开胸怀高谈阔论。我们面对的对手个个口才佳且是中五生。起初，我们都不敢正视他们毕竟得罪了师姐们我们以后的学途将越来越难行。渐渐的时间嘀嗒嘀嗒地靠近了开炮的时刻，我们才敢将头慢慢地望着我们可怕的宿敌。
他们既自信又士气十足的眼神给了我们个下马威。我们起初还扭扭捏捏地。但在朋友的支持与呐喊下，我们不甘示弱给了他们一个既拽且冷酷的眼神。 比赛便在这眼神交际的情况下展开。主持人紧张地目视着我们两队的眼神并一边念着赛前准备好的稿子。稿子在她紧张的手中晃来晃去。
当我们已介绍完各自队员后，大家便开始了唇舌之战。我方一辩先开始论点。他成熟稳重的破解辩题的能力让现场观众夸耀不已。把辩题谈了一谈后，我方一辩便开始把利处放大并夹杂了一些有利我方的例子。他所阔谈的论点证据充足且具立体化，让评判频点头。
对方一辩在也按耐不住气并狂列出有利他方的反驳论点，在主持人的介绍后便有自信的将论点加以辩驳。望着对方有次序似的反驳方式，我不得不佩服他那冷静的思考能力。听着听着，我都差点而把自己的利处钙化成弊处了。幸亏，我的矜持之心还存在。
当对方把三分钟稿念完后，我方二辩便用尽全力寻找对方漏洞。我们敏锐的听觉让我们略胜他们一筹。我们便把他们举出的崇拜偶像会使人们疯狂至跳楼等的例子以这例子为追星非崇拜加以反驳。
他们在轮到了二辩时并没有反驳反而坚持自我立场，认为崇拜害人不浅，让父母对子女担心不已作为论点。来到了我辩驳的黄金时刻。身为双子座的我，一向说话不顾他人感受，直话直说。我狠心地说道：“对方一直把重点放于明星，难道其他职业人士就不是人吗？对方是否有什么难言之语呢？还是对方是个连崇拜意义都一知半解的辩手啊！那么我劝你们还是赶紧找个崇拜对象而不是在此夸夸其词。”
他们是乎被激怒了，便将一些之前针对中学生作出的问卷调查提出作为中学生把明星当偶像的证据。如此有力的证据的确让人看了毛骨悚然。我们对于他们详细的调查表可看透他们心思细腻的一面。看了看，瞄了瞄，我们好不容易才找出反驳的论点。
来到了自由辩环节。这环节可说是观众最期待的环节啊！大家一点也不敢松懈耳朵，每个人都聚精会神地把我们的反驳论点听进耳边。双方是乎吃了火药，在也矜持不住爆发出来了。两方你来我往互相反驳。最为搞笑的是当我方二辩说道：“子非鱼篶知鱼之乐，您是个没偶像的人还有什么资格在此高谈崇拜偶像定义啊！”对方则搞笑指出自己非鱼是人类作以反驳论词。
经过了长大五分钟年的自由辩时间，终结陈词时段便莅临本辩论会。各方的四辩纷纷把自己的立场牢固并使劲全力把评判的分数转到自己的身上。终于在各自三分钟的论辩之后，大家才静下心来并放下仇恨的包袱，握手言和。经过了评判老师的深讨后，成绩最终出炉了。我们不负众望获得了进入决赛的最后门票。
经过了这次比赛很多人对我的看法就是激动且有成为最佳辩手的能耐。但好坏惨变的看法中，我还是听信了坏的一边。面对蜚言留语我选择了在终结赛里保持沉默。对于我的队友，虽然有说不尽的抱歉毕竟是我的自私才让你们再面对更艰巨的决赛面前失去了奋斗的力量。在此，我想说这么难得的辩论经验与回忆，我永远都不会忘记的。谢谢你们，我的最佳辩论队友们！！！

The definition of alive

Thursday, January 21, 2010
The definition of alive

In this age of technological advances, everyone is longing for fame and fortune, money, career, academic

Etc. But just imagine there are a few will life in ethics, how many people will care about attention

People, thoughtful, protect the weak, even in other accidents happen to lend a hand? I think this is because people

And some people will think it's inevitable that some people are taking the trouble to sloppy zone this question.

In fact, have a moral concept is part of daily life, the Bishop, is the real wealth and life

Definition. They are usually willing to help others, do not exacerbate, not take of that love and help

Help others by a group of social figure. However, this is sufficient to define as alive?

In fact, the definition of life is the ego, say? First of all to self-love, to even to review

And so it can be said about half. How do I? Self-respect is their love for themselves, not complain when the torn

Parents, not at the time of the failure of despair and cry about. Dead weight is yourself, whether in any

A decision if it has, unfortunately, feel themselves tied not forced myself even more difficult situation, etc.

The above is not enough to say that virtue is life definition, because there is one point that is happy. Near

A few days, popular in the world of the new album by Jay St taught us positive thinking will

Happy, but he said happiness is just what I want to say. What about happy? I have a book on a

A very interesting words, it is written:

A teenager, would-be can happiness to others of a great man, but he didn't know what to do

So frustrated and confused. When he met an elderly man, it's wise to

Young four lines of verse, the first sentence is himself when the other party, then the others as his own, the third sentence is

Others as others, fourth sentence is himself as his own. Juvenile listened, think four words self-contradictory.

Years later, young to remember the old wise man grandson through languished eventually become a wise.

He brought the people happy. In fact, those four words meaning is: himself when others, on behalf of frustration

Failed, as others, will be able to stay out of this dilemma, calm on the ground; when a magician, praises the Lee million

, See themselves as others should rend; the others as his own person doing things for others set

Want to stand in the others stand the natural empathy and more to help others; the others when the other party, not

Interfere in other people freedom, learning respect for others; himself as his own, learning independence, not his habit

People's habits, and know how to assume their responsibilities.

All in all, in any case we all want to brighten life, life in order to be useful.

Choi Pui-Fang sum

pop music leader-Jay Jay Chou.

Yesterday's lunch, I sat in the living room and brother listen to Jay 2010 new album-era. Song lyrics of I can't help but sing quickly. From the start that Jay this album music lost water quality to his music had to agree with, let me know can hear long songs is a good song. We each Member of a male is Jay's loyal fans, almost every time he album we are scheduled. Perhaps you feel that this is a kind of crazy, but to us it is worthwhile to act, after all, can ya music is good music!
Also remember our first purchased his album is a popular cassette era. At that time the POPULAR General slope has been set up, it can be said that Ma slope soul music. Then don't know what is music, who considered it buy whose album. The result was a brother bought JJ Lin album, but the older I was six years old, mature many brother I adhere to the purchase of Jay's album. Then I do not concede that he spent a month. Want to really paradoxically, only heard the album's songs-points, I would have been its melody attracted. At that time the most hard-I'm still on the old car into anger, shame and hardened their mouth say nothing nice, awful! (now recall, and unimaginable very funny!!!)
That's not the first album, is his second album herself-fantasy. At that time into music should be quiet. Then he helped many famous singer writes the words, write songs. And this album is some of the songs considered draft. The song was to be pushed, but there is no denying that these songs are not nice but instead each singer has a different style of singing. A quiet, for many people. Then the piano compiled songs to be myself to the entrance. This also let Jay in music station has a stake.
In retrospect, this decade's album from fantasy to friction gizo, different styles of music, different Jay Chou. Often one would lift the music market concerns, even the highly sought-after pirates. In these writings is hard to argue that there are deficiencies, each style like writing songs for my mother, the detective-type songs, magic songs, war-like songs, etc., on his album change of strategy and objectives. This had to be felt he had furnished their own future and direction. Of each album then happens for example in the 2008 year-end financial tsunami also makes many people jobless. At this time his song Tao Heung let people have stood up after the failure of courage. The lyrics had written "to the world if you have too many complaints fell just can't go on why people are so fragile fall you turn on the TV to see how many people to life in an effort to brave going we cherish everything even if he does not have.
I think maybe people do not know that two years ago I just because this song makes me brave in the face of a further difficulty. Remember the years my junior high school is the second time, I'm an academic superior female school. That year I attended the second year of operation. I would like to have heard a ban know then what good and terror of a ban. The so-called terrorist is good terror. I wrote it is not possible for a miracle. What is meant by saying this? the students are on the honor roll is not a full primary school is a model of the whole school. Well, I said it my primary obscure kid how can become their? but Ah, my misunderstanding of the kid can say from blazed a chance!
Perhaps it is the confidence of sake, let my schoolwork aside. By the end of the exam is for candidates to terrorism, but also that covered with mines while uneasy peace that kind of war. I accidentally stepped on a landmine fell into the deep valley of the ordeal of the mark. When lonely mood influx of his head, now back to this matter as if it were cut. In this way because the wrong step lost forever. At that time I, such as the loss of the boat longing for a brave as I broke open the clouds to see the light. I listened Jay Moore gizo album. While this first theme song Tao Heung, should be regarded as my brave! gradually each time this song a hit, my mind drifted back to the moment. I think this is nothing but a warning!
Back in the ten years after album era. Era name does point out Jay to span the ages let more people know, understand his ideas. The album makes me and the views of laojie have pronounced identity, that is, resistance to listen. Perhaps this illustrated, Jay has changed. His direction from pleasant to listen to the variable resistance. In the jungle, he has crossed times understand the needs of modern man, became a bit in the history of Asia can use music spans the era of the singer himself. He is not a constant nor slipped but zhongpansheng, because this is pop music leader-Jay Jay Chou.

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