Feel relax after released from being tied

Is not about love or nt, is all about trust and reliable. A person if u willing to spare life or in a more simple relationship, the person must made u feel that he is reliable nt negative. For me, is ain't about the reason love or nt le... Is about whether you take action a nt? Friends say at least he got but timing for me is really important. If you really love me you shud take action at the very first moment. But u did nt. I had gave all the chance but it seem ntg. Sorry when u said u wanna take action le and I said while waiting for my next espresso I will accept u. I was wrong. That time, I juz hope for a reliable person but afterwards I found that I was wrong I shouldn't place the feeling of willing hv somebody on u. Is unfair. 错过了 终究 错过了。 Anyway thanks for making me put down all the regret towards my primary friend.The friend really made me feel regret. I reject him. Finally I can admit that we are too young to hv relationship. Now for me love is something that I feel awkward. Thanks for making a one realise that actually I hope for a relationship but actually I am not ready to accept anyone. I think mainly because awkward. I don't feel like somebody talking to me that he miss me,love me. I don't like a person stick to me. I don't even like a person show his love by sometimes treat u like his world but sometimes juz don't even contact u. Even u sms him but ended u wait his message for whole day. Please the small respect and initiative. Or not don't say others don't love u. Is ur own fault to do this to a girl u like.

My dreams

Time flies. I had been one years and 3 months left from blogger. When I just look back what I wrote one year before I was amazed. My last prayer to go matriculation was fulfilled. And now I am having my university life soon. It was really like yesterday that I am going matriculation. But who knows, it has past 10 months of suffering there. I have to say frantically that it was really a nice life to study at matriculation. Many people may think it was hard to survive in matriculation. I just want to say it was totally wrong.I had a wonderful life there although I was sad at the beginning. I was sad that every secondary friends who I close with are going to A level. They had fulfilled their dreams to study abroad just like me but I don't even dare to try. I am nothing. Just a stupid child waiting for what government give me.However, everything seem to be alright for me to study there. I even having 4.0 flat just like what all my Chinese seniors did. I am proud. Time makes me forget what I am looking for when I graduated from secondary school. Until yesterday, my friend status made me feel what I had logging for. I hope to study abroad. A matriculation friend able to study abroad made feel bad. Why I had gave up my dreams? Do I still remember how I was logging for the dreams last year? I keep asking myself. I feel bad and disappointed mainly not because my friend able to go abroad but why I gave up my dreams. Why didn't I look for the chance?Those questions keep repeating in my mind. A fate? No matter what it was over. We have to look forward. That what my friends said. They was right. But sometimes we still have some emotional mood. Let IT Be, I still have chance. Those answers keep playing in my mind. I know I should have think of my university life in UM then. Not keep busying myself with these kinds of stuff. So, I determine no matter what going on 4 years, I want to fulfilled my dreams - Study Abroad. That time, I want to post this status- It was just like a dream that I am able to further study at MIT which highly recommended as the engineering university around the world. I was offered to study there. I am even proud that I am having this scholarship offer from JPA. Thanks to my family,friends who always support me. Finally, I fulfilled my dream. Bye Malaysia, Hi United States. Wait for me, US.

A day will come.....

leaving from blogger bout 3 months aldy. Time flies but i still in my position. Don't noe whether too bored i start to live in a life that does not belong to me. A bored, no direction life. Everyone seem to be love their lives but me lost indeed. The feeling is really odd. A feeling that wihes to fly but don't even noe where to go and fro. It is time to think for but where can i start my planning? that is the question i ask myself for thousand times. I give up in the end. People around me thought that i have give up but deep in my heart NOT. Not really i think because i still hope for something. Maybe when the day really come and i will have to face through, then it is the time i sad, give up! I think...... Please god don't give me that way! In a silent morning, i pray to the god : pls let me go to matrix(the only choice that at least i can choose and accept)

"I HATE OTHERS SCOLD ME !!!"

We prove that......Watch It now, don't regret after

it was just amazing day, ten subjects of suffering finally end. what should i say about the feeling? It was just like a dream. Dreaming that i sit for spm, then all of a sudden i get a shock from y sweet dream. spm why said to be sweet dream? i think mainly i have familiar with that kind of life style. A day that full of books, magazines, storybook, reference book, and so on......Now, if you ask me to go back the time i think i willy to do that. People may think i was totally crazy of reading! But it is true to say that i miss school life. A life that with million money can't buy these memories. I miss my friends who always by my side. Really? Ye, a surely answer that i ever had. Life now is leisure but it is totally blank. No smell, no taste. Sadly to say, i really don't know who i am. Whatever things i looking forward to do, finally came to fail. The problem is my focus had change. Total! I really don't know what i am doing, what do i really want! What i want to do all see to be childish! Why they seem to be looked down on me and keep on criticize me? This is my destiny? No, i said to myself in a deep, dark, silent midnight! I am the one who is ambitious! I have my dream that i do not even dare t say because i know if i reveal it it will surely criticize by them again. I want to keep it until the day come true. I know what m decision now is the right thing! i know i need to have great determination to protect it from damage! A dream , although tough but i determine to do! No matter how suffer, how sadness i need to go through i know deep in my heart there is a sound keep on calling me to go on no matter how! I know i maybe go through a situation that maybe not same as what i dreaming now but i willing to try because this is my dream. My friend had said a dream maybe laugh by others but we know if we don't even dare t try , it surely be a failure but if we try maybe we lose but at least we try! It was just like a gamble but a full meaning game that we had to bet! Bet for our future happiness ! Please don't control us anymore! we need freedom. A freedom that maybe let us hurt but gain experience indeed. Please! We need it! Agreement? No matter YOU agree a not we will surely go through! Please forgive our "childish act" in YOUR EYES ! We will do our best to grab the chance ! I will go for it ......A star that always shinning right in front you all. I will prove it - we can do it even better than what you all think before. Please don't be regret with you all act right now!

wgm (LT and SR)

好久没有打开电脑毫无殷忧的尽情写作，也许已习惯自我封闭读书了。 就这样，SPM过了9科，最后一科华语。 说不出是紧张或是期待因为自己的心思早已在考完生物时飞向了电视剧。 这说起来也奇怪，那么久没碰电视剧的我，原以为自己担心的心思将会陪伴我过三个月直到成绩出炉才可放下， 没想到缘分吧， 我想，让我看到了一部韩国综艺节目，致使我如此疯狂。说实在的，自从初四年尾大放假后，“快乐”这形容词就很久没伴着我了。 除了朋友，我想剩余得时间都只下坚熬已吧！ 心动，是我很久没尝试的事。以往感动总是一些电视剧般的爱情故事。 看了“我们结婚了”却是如此真实的。虽然总是被姐姐酸，那是虚假的、演出来的， 但自己却执着觉得那是多么的不一样。 心情大好。从考完生物科的担忧到陷入无法忘怀的爱情故事，我想也许是上天给我就好的礼物了吧！因为，上天看到了我的忧虑，要我放轻松点吧！ 现在我敢说每晚入眠都如此的甜蜜、兴奋。 说得好像我 在谈恋爱似的。
人一生遇到真爱的几率其实很少，所以有了就得把握。 这几日，我常在想我是不是疯了，吃饭也笑、睡觉也笑、听歌也笑、看书也笑。。。。。。也许，我真的疯了。好久没有这种感觉了。就不知道别的观众是否有如同我的感受，还是我成长太快了呢? 不知、也不想去想，毕竟我还有华语要考。但，我这个人也奇怪了，爱上一样东西，做什么都会去想那个画面。”怎么办“就这样成了我7天以来的代名词。由此可见，我好像中了很深的毒。 大家可别为我担忧，因为我以前就这样了。只是放下这种心情较困难罢了！ 通常呢最有效的方法便是：看别的偶像剧。这何时了啊？！应该有完结的时候，只是不知从哪罢了！
Dimply couple, they both let me know what true love is. See the happiness showing on their face I know it is a true love story. Only things different from other’s story is that it happen on tv show. Maybe I didn’t what love and I am not in love before.( Leeteuk and Kang Sora) thanks them for not only make some happiness between them but in other way made my world fill with unbelievable smile that always side by side around me no matter sleeping, eating, walking or even sitting. Let’s the story continue because I know there are many audience like me hoping something from them, I think and I wish too.